I understand your situation. You must understand that the entire life is like a freaking casino. It all depends on how lucky you are. I remember that I had a lot of headaches passing this silver elo. But anyway, it's real to do. Nothing fantastic. In the same way, I passed the elo in W88. I am gold now in the poker game. I play a lot just to rank up. I am a big fan of poker and there I have a lot of fun. For me, it's very relaxing to play a poker game in the evenings after some hard tries at ranking up.